Sunday, August 29, 2010

malam yang lebih baik dari seribu malam

Sudahpun masok 10 malam yang terakhir di bulan Ramadhan, namun kemanisannya masih terasa, aku rasa Ramadhan kali ni ade special sket berbanding puase2 sblmnye,makan dalam talam bersama rakan2, xkuar duit(ni part plg bes XD), dapat bwat BBQ bwh sinaran bulan dan macam2 lagi. Yang penting setakat ni Alhmdulillah Tarawih banyak pergi dari puase sebelumnya, dan mungkin itulah sebab aku cakap Ramadhan kali ini lebih "terasa" berbanding Ramadhan yg lalu~

Lain sungguh feelnye dengan bulan merdeka, sbb xtonton TV mahupom amek tau pasal hal negara(asik korea korea korea), maka aku pom tatau bulan ni bulan merdeka. Kalau kite kibar bendera, nyanyi lagu Kemerdekaan, lagu sudeerman yg femes, kompem dapat merasai kehangatan kemerdekaan!samalah seperti bulan Ramadhan, kalau sekadar berpuase sahaje,xcukop utk rasa nikmatnye,perlulah juga ber-tarawih, dimana solat tarawih yang sunat itu, hanya terdapat di bulan Ramadhan ini sahaje, mcm bulan merdeka gak,time ni je nk kibar bendere, lain hari wat balut nangke -.-"

jadi nak dijadikan cerita, sudah memasuki 10 malam terakhir Ramadhan. Namun tidak dikongsi pengalaman "malam lailatul qadar" ini bersama rakan2 sbb xpasti samade betol ke x feeling tuh. Dikatakan bahwe pada malam itu, tidak akan ad hujan, cuaca berkabus dan air laut boleh rasa manis, senang cite malam tu rasa tenaaaaang sangat. Jadi sbg cerite, berlaku pada puase yang lepas, waktu mode aku tengah "jahil" lagi utk bertarawih.

Tengah syiok2 lepak tgh mlm,angin sepoi2 je,rase mcm sangat lain malam tuh. nak kate malam ke 27, baru malam genap(rasenye malam ke 22/24). tetapi aku rasa bukan kot, dah laa xg tarawih. jad tidorlah aku utk bersedie sahur. Bangun dari sahur, tgk kt luar, hati terasa sangat tenang dan damai, xpernah rase pagi2 macam nih, walaupon dh bgn utk sahur, ada byk masa lagi utk tahajud, tapi aku xbuat, sebab masih merasakan mustahil malam ni(waktu sahur tuh) malam Lailatul Qadar, yelah org kate malam2 ganjil kan?tetapi salah satu tanda yang masih diingati ialah, waktu kabus di kawasan kolej kediaman 2. memang kebiasaan kat situh akan ada kabus, tapi kenapa hari ini?dan untuk membuktikan kesahihan ini, ak try la call makcik aku dekat kelantan, tanye die rini cuace mcmane dan mmg seperti ciri2 mlm lailatul qadar. walaupon xnampak pokok sujud macam ramai cerita, tapi ini sudah cukop menginsafkan aku......

pada malam lailatul qadar itu, apa yang telah aku buat?semayang tarawih xpergi, solat tahajud xbuat, solat taubat jarang2,solat hajat bile perlu jeee,solat istiharah lagi laa~jadi bila dapat tau malam itu berlalu pergi,terasa kerugian yang amaaaaaat sangat. malam yang lebih baik dr seribu malam aku buat tatau je,macam awek tu dh depan mate tp melepas,ya Allah ruginye ruginye ruginye ruginyeeee!nak sedapkan hati pada malam ke 27 yang digembar gembur malam lailatul qadar itu, dekat Pahang hujan, ni dah lari dah dari ciri2 die,jadi mmg jelas lah telah terlepas aku dan masuklah ak dikalangan orang2 yang rugi T_T

Oleh itu, ingin lah aku seru,sape2 yang bace blog ni,walaupon xsemayang tarawih yang sebelum-sebelum nih,tak apa,janji 10 malam yang terakhir ini, moh laa kite menghidopkan malam-malam kita,bukannye kerana Dota mahupom Assignment ataupon projek Final Year, tetapi hidopkanlah malam2 kita dengan zikrullah, menangislah kita bukan kerana gred rendah mahupom xdapat awek tetapi kerana mengharapkan keampunan dari-Nya, sujudlah bukan kerana ingin meminta hajat mahupon ia merupakan Rukun Islam(sembahyang) tetapi kerana mengakui keagungan-Nya dan mengharapkan keredhaan dan keberkatan-Nya, berdoalah bukan untuk dipanjatkan umor tetapi dipohon keampunan dosa-dosa yang lampau,lakukanlah segala amalan yang elok pada 10 malam yang terakhir ini. Ajaklah membe2 kita,walaopon kita ajak tp die xpergi jgak,xpe,atleast ad usaha,janganlah tergolong macam saya pada puasa yang lalu,sdeh sangat...bile lagi nk dapat petunjuk macam tu?

semoga dapat diambil iktibar dari perkara ini,insyaAllah ^^

p/s: masa ni laaa nk mintak jodoh dijumpai,hehehehe

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

oh hati janganlah gundah~

selesai sudah Test pertama utk sem ni,dapat jawab tp xconfiden aaa,xpe laa,dh cube,tawakal je la~

tapi kenape laa encik hati ni buat hal ni~gundah gundah,sbb takot test xdpt markagh elok?dh 3 tahun asik dpt markah pelik je xkn laa final year ni nk rase gundah2 kot?maybe la kan,tapi encik hati kene laa bersabar ye,jangan gundah2,mungkin sebab lain anda gundah?harap ape2 yg buat anda gundah,ilanglah ia~

oh inginkan hari2 dahulu,inginkan teman berbual~dan inginkan perubahan...

p/s-masih addict dgn Kim Tae Woo-Love Rain,haih

Friday, August 13, 2010

Ramadhan al-Mubarak

It is not too late for me to say Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan al-Mubarak,a month full of barakah and bless from Allah, may this month will turn us into something magnificent and enhance our Taqwa...

so i decided to go on a lil trip to my house, a last trip,coz the last 4 years of my life as engineer students, i never go back to my house for a short break(like 2-3 days) because its just a waste of time,well,that's what i think about, before i know how important the first week of Ramadhan is...

to break fast with my friend, i already did it for more than 6 years already(MRSM 2 years,matriculation 1 year, UMP 4 years), so my first week of fasting month i often do it outside my own house, well its time to kick back the memory ^^. The feeling is little different if you break fast at your own house for the first week, well lets just say beside the abundance and variety of food, if you open fast with your family, you can feel the bond, and i like that. because i have left out my house since im form 4, so i already forgot bout how the first week of Ramadhan should be feeling like. Saw my dad taking stuff like a father should do, how my mom wait for others to finish up and then she will eat it later like how a real wife should be, and be able to eat my Kak's cooking, treat my little bro and sis how they should act when break fast and so on. man the memory just keep on coming back! oh im waiting for tomorrow also,coz my lil bro(hisyam) will come here, so its a family break fast tomorrow ^^

oh another story is, how engineers nowadays been acknowledge as one of the professional job. well it is indeed since the last few years, but i haven't felt the goodness of it, like when someone says what are you doing now(in terms of study) and when they answered "Im on my way to become doc" the reaction would be "wooo~",because doctor is hell one of the must-be-in-parents-dream-that-they-son-would-be is. but since the last tarawih i went, met my friend and he said he's already got job in Perbadanan Harta,so nice for him and i said im on my FYP(final year project),so as after we talk, got this uncle sit besides me ask me,"what DEGREE are you in?", it gave me a shock since i didn't mentioned im taking Degree, and i said " electronics", and the "woo~" feeling was there, as he then said that i'll become an engineer, its sounds like the famous job like the Doctor,huyooo proud of my self ^^. Even met with my last long friend, who did the EE,unfortunately for him he can't catch up and gave a surprised look as im taking EE too and manage to go through my final year, now i know engineers is not a normal profession, its a woo~ kinda job :P

but still, whenever i came back home, always got problem,aih~no need to mention it here, just wish that everything goes well before raya ni,huhuhu

Monday, August 9, 2010

How time pass by when u need it at most...

yeah in English!coz im frikkin mad right now...

hell yeah the mood is not too good yet, coz I can't express what had been inside this stumble soul to anyone...coz it might get back to me n i'll definitely hurt by it,so how was today?

the spirits to see whether my project has any progress is totally out!to just walk from my hostel to the lab takse me bout 10 minutes,well still can be tolerable, unfortunately i cant put in my coding inside my ATMEL 89c51,the hell??so after finish check up and fed-up,i pack my stuff and chiao...later that night i go and make a re-check on connection,less than 5 minutes,n voala it works the way i want....pfft lost my day today,natam sungguh!

another things,bout on me need 1 or 2 component, go to the lab and ask few things,fortunately that stuff is right there in front of me,but the staff there said i have to wait for another 2-3 days...for what???was it because of the procedure?oh dem!its just a thing or two la bro,cant make any exception ka?haigooo~

but never mind, watch "Hangover" and got cracked up enough to fill this frustration, thx to my roomate for the suggestion, haha no wonder it got Box Office, oh lets just face it as my obstacle to achieved something great shall we? and because of that im taking my thesis into the next chapter, which is weird, coz in this mood i manage to do some writing and come up with,well,kinda good words actually, but don't know if my SV like it or not

left somebody for less than a day,but already got the feeling of missing, do chat with her only lil or two, just to keep on track, and i just want her to go with her life, go have fun, its not good to hang in me,coz i don't own you,and so am i, lets party baby!

p/s: taking sweets and candy to sooth the mood, it does make the difference ^^

Saturday, August 7, 2010

Diner yang terakhir dan....

Yeah,stelah berbincang berbulan-bulan akhirnya selesai sudah dinner Final Year BEE 0708 dan 0809,terbaik sungguh malam itu,sume bergaya dan sbgnye,malangnye U penulis tidak dapek nk upload gmbr,boleh laa layari di FB rakan2 guer yg tgh rajin mengomen sume

name je dinner final year,tp blom tentu tamat disini nilai persahabatan kami,yang penting lepas dari dinner ni perlulah kontek mengontek sesame sendiri,untuk mengeratkn silaturrahim dan nak buat bisnes pape ke sng sket,kite tau prangai membe kite cmne :P

oh tapi penulis pom ad laa mng award,trime kasih kpd yang vote utk sy,kuikuikui besnye besnye,namun begitu,kalau ikotkan jiwe sangat2 kacau,lagi2 selepas Dinner,entahlah...

dah tanya pd yang Maha Esa lagi skali,tp jwpn masih sama,mungkin aku patut berhenti?dan biarkan die jalan pula?kadang2 aku rs bersalah sbb aku buat ade sum1 serbe salah,sokay ak mmg ske tgk org rs bersalah ni,hahahaha,but this time,i think its enuff,oh by the way,the mood is totally the same with Taewoo-Love Rain

I don't have much to say bout the dinner, because the feelings that i have now is kinda,nope scratch that,really pain,because it's time to let go?I already ask my God, and somehow through Him he send me a lil bit of messages like nowhere to go with someone, probably because of my sins?or maybe its just the faith?maybe she's not the one?or maybe i don't have much time?i don't know,but the better decision is,i have to stop...but somehow it will take sometime to tune it back to myself, hopefully it will goes well,maybe i should change my attitude?become what adults should be,becoming another side of me,its a painful steps though coz u have to let go so many fun things behind T_T, but i guess every beginning has an end?and i shud end my childish thought, stop catching my big fish and...well...go on with life like how it should be?

wutever it is,i need to tune it back,where my last day of greatness was started during my matriculation until my 3rd year in this University. got to get the feeling back

p/s: i guess what my friend says bout my spouse is true eh(every man in this world,God creates em in pair,but i think you pair is already dead XD)?so shud i meet her in heaven?then i should be good by now.

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

BBQ dlm hujan

*diminta pelajar utk turun melahap BBQ depan blok A sekarang juge~*PA system bersuare....

lantas panggilan untuk mengisi ruang2 kosong dlm perot aku dan rakan2 tidak dilengahkan lagi,dari bilik cami bole nmpk dgn jelasss BBQ sedang dijalankan....dalam HUJAN!oh menurut kajian serte bahan kajiannye penulis sndri,manusia kalau dalam keadaan hujan dan perot koson,kadar metabolisma serte tahap kelaparan boleh menjangkaui tahap org tak makan sminggu mknn -.-". jadi kami xberlengah mase berjalan laaa ikot susor gajahs smbil terkene sdikit remis2 hujan,tp itu tidak menjadi masalah,asalkan perot kosong diisi makanan

oleh kerana 3 blok turon utk makan,jadi sbg engineers anda perlu pandai CALCULATE!berapa banyak tray yg disediakan,ape isinye,berapa byk ayam disediakan dan pelbagai faktor lagi utk memastikan anda dapat makan!

1st tip:dudok menghampiri makanan
-ini kerana,kalau org tgh ramai+perot lapor gile,manusie xkn brator punye lah!so bersedia utk duduk berdekatan dgn makanan,dan tangan kene laju yep!tuh dh masok tips num 2

2nd tip:tangan pantas mencantas!
-berebut2 yep,lapoooo sume yep,dan semestinye tangan kene pantas mencantas ayam2 yang besor2,slaen itu elakkan dari meraut dgn muke yg lapo gile,jatuh stended!tym sauk ayam tuh buat dgn sabar tenang rileks yep,so nanti org akan tgk,oh budak ni mcm xamek lagi ayam

3rd tips:bantuan rakan2
-misalan badan anda kecik sgt mcm penulis,haa ape lagi mate kene melilau jauh utk cari rakan2 yang dh dekat dgn tray2 ayam,kalau kenalan lame panggil je kuat2 namenye,kalau musuh sebut je namenye,lantak die laa nk pk ape janji perot x kosong,igt balek name2 membe yg dah lame xjumpe,mintak tolong amekkan ayam tu!!

4th tips:jangan pandang belakang
-klu korg tgh amek bebanyak tanpa belas kasihan,jangan pandang belakang,nanti tgk ramaaaaaaiiii lagi beratur dan lapa dan masih xmakan lagi,anda akan rase kesian,so anda letak balek 4-5 ketol ayam yang anda sauk td dlm tray...namun begitu,jgn memberi harapan palsu laa kpd sape2 yg dudok blakang tuh,sbb kalau korg letak balek ayam tuh,gerenti mamat2 seblah ko yg sauk dlu,so papehal perot comes first,pity...second :P...oh jgn tgk mate diorg yg penuh kasihan xdpt mknn tuh ^^

so ni je kut tips2 utk survive dlm BBQ yg limited ayamnye,bbq smlm dgrnye habis dlm pukol 1,diorg bakar ikan jeh,tp ade je rakan2 penulis yang dah makan,makan lagi,xcukop stay sampai kol 11-12 mlm tuuu,penulis dh abes tgk cite October Sky pom rakan2 yang tgh melahap blom pulang,neway bgs utk mereke...saving sket!tp dinner jumaat ni klu baju sendat sorry la bro~